Wednesday, February 11, 2009

2 months and counting...

I can not believe that in 2 months from today I am going to marry my best friend. I can not wait to be his wife. It is so crazy to think it is only 2 months away. If you can not tell I am getting very excited!!!!

We are heading to KS this weekend for our second pre-marital session on Valentine's Day. How funny is that going to be. We don't really have anything else planned, but Valentine's Day has never been a big thing to either of us. Matt is so great at sending me flowers or doing sweet things just because. He is great at the romantic part of things. So even if we just hang out at home with his dad it will be fine with me.

Sunday we are going to lunch with our friends Joey and Leslie. Joey just got back from a year long tour in Iraq. I am so thankful for him and all the service men and women. Leslie was such a tropper throughout the whole process. She is in her last year a vet school so she had a lot going in the last year while he was in Iraq. Thank you both for your sacrifce!

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Hump Day

Oh man this week has gone by so slow. We had last tuesday and wednesday off due to ice. Well at least that is what the forcast called for :) So this week having a full week is taking forever! It is only wednesday and I so wish it was friday!

Things have been getting better each day. I am still a little upset, or sad with a few situations that have been going on in my life. I don't know if someone just doesn't care that I am hurting or that they just don't think it is a big deal. I feel so akward when I am around this person because I don't think they care, or that they really know me. I want this person to a bigger part of my life, but how do I make that happen when I don't think they really care. I think they are fine with the relationship that we have but I am not. I want more, I want to be closer with this person, but then again I feel like it is a lost cause. So I just keep waiting...

I am reading the 4:8 Principle and I am only to chapter 2 but I hope that it helps. It is about living a joyful life with God's help. Taking each day as it comes and have happy thoughts. It is crazy to see how one bad thought can ruin everything. I really hope that I can stick with this book, and not put it aside like I normally do with books like this.

And below is one of the things that can put a smile on the face of anyone who is having a bad day. I have this picture the desktop picture for my computer and it just makes me smile everytime. Love you Emma!