Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Hump Day

Oh man this week has gone by so slow. We had last tuesday and wednesday off due to ice. Well at least that is what the forcast called for :) So this week having a full week is taking forever! It is only wednesday and I so wish it was friday!

Things have been getting better each day. I am still a little upset, or sad with a few situations that have been going on in my life. I don't know if someone just doesn't care that I am hurting or that they just don't think it is a big deal. I feel so akward when I am around this person because I don't think they care, or that they really know me. I want this person to a bigger part of my life, but how do I make that happen when I don't think they really care. I think they are fine with the relationship that we have but I am not. I want more, I want to be closer with this person, but then again I feel like it is a lost cause. So I just keep waiting...

I am reading the 4:8 Principle and I am only to chapter 2 but I hope that it helps. It is about living a joyful life with God's help. Taking each day as it comes and have happy thoughts. It is crazy to see how one bad thought can ruin everything. I really hope that I can stick with this book, and not put it aside like I normally do with books like this.

And below is one of the things that can put a smile on the face of anyone who is having a bad day. I have this picture the desktop picture for my computer and it just makes me smile everytime. Love you Emma!


Brandon and Kensie said...

It is such a small world! We LOVE Gateway....that's where my parents go as well. We usually go to the 4:00 Saturday service and then we have Sundays that! We usually meet my parents and go out to eat afterward....what service do you guys go to?? Robert is awesome!!

Jill said...

I haven't read your blog in a few weeks. I like your table decorations! I am interested in that book you are reading- I am going to have to check it out- thoughts are so powerful and mine get away from me all the time!

Brandon and Kensie said...

Rachel, we LOVE Gateway! We usually go to the 4:00 Saturday service....we like having our Sundays off! Which service do you guys attend? How did you find out about it? It's a great church!!